Friday, May 7, 2010

Mad Strings 3 : 3 months after break up

i despise myself during this void between relationships. 

i am at full control of my faculties, yet the reverie is just too tempting. i get into the harmony, i play the tune. i thrust into the chords and i fiddle with stings. i go into a high. just when the orchestra sounds so good, the moment the crescendo comes around, i stop. abrupt. no explanation. silence. i move on to the next piece.

there's a certain musicality when people start a relationship. if you listen close enough, you can hear it. i've often been told i have a good ear. so why does lady luck tease me and i always end up finding a discordant tune to go with mine?

vulnerability has never been my thing. well, at least after i turned a quarter of a century old. lessons. at the end of the day you are just accountable for your own heart. what people do with theirs is their own sordid business. 



10 comments:

daniel said...

hmmm..single and ready to mingle hehe : ) Lalim nun' di kinaya ng powers ko hehe : )

Advent said...

yep. i am. :)

there are times when the mood hits me and i just write. hehe.

Jedd said...

Reads like an Alanis Morissette song. Nice

Advent said...

i'd take that as a compliment. thanks! :)

Mr. Brightside said...

may like button ba dito? ^_^

Jedd said...

@advent i meant it exactly that way :)
@mrbrightside oh god, not the like button! nnnnooooooo

Advent said...

@jedd:
:)
@Mr. Brightside:
suggest natin sa blogger. hehe

JR said...

ganda! ano sinabi mo? lol....nangungulit lang, oh shit sabay pa tayo naging single....3 months...naku me sign hahaha

victor said...

Sa lahat naman ng bagay, "practice makes perfect." LOL.

Advent said...

Agreed. ;)