Monday, March 29, 2010

When It Ends

i know there's little use in crying
its more wide awake and dying
than i'm used to.
i thought we'd walk these streets together
and now i'm hoping that i'll never have to meet you
step aside from all this anger
and somewhere in between i can feel you
ask me should we try again i'm thinking
oh no, its not what i believe in
its not what i believe in.

~Ghost of You,
H. Day

i don't know why i keep doing thiS. i know i'm the one who decided to call it quits after the umpteenth time.

we've hurt each other so many times over the 3 years we were togetheR. i made my resolve to end it.

yet he is still herE. in my bed.


joelmcvie said...

If he's still in your bed even if he's physically not there, then you really, really have a problem.

You may need emotional or spiritual exorcism, or both. =)

Advent Child said...

the ghost part was more a reverse metaphor for him. he was here. physically. yet all i see is an outline of what used to be. what i want to remain is the memories. i want him to just let me be.
if exorcism works on a flesh and blood "ghost" then yeah i agree. ;)

Baklang Maton in the Suburbs said...

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Advent Child said...

hi BMITS! wow, thanks! hugs back.