i know there's little use in crying
its more wide awake and dying
than i'm used to.
i thought we'd walk these streets together
and now i'm hoping that i'll never have to meet you
step aside from all this anger
and somewhere in between i can feel you
ask me should we try again i'm thinking
oh no, its not what i believe in
its not what i believe in.
~Ghost of You,
i don't know why i keep doing thiS. i know i'm the one who decided to call it quits after the umpteenth time.
we've hurt each other so many times over the 3 years we were togetheR. i made my resolve to end it.
yet he is still herE. in my bed.